Can I go now?

I break the almost-a-month-long silence with something that has been bugging me for a while now.

People who know me personally know that I am now in a relationship. Yes, you read correctly - in a relationship. It has been a really awesome journey for us so far and as it is, I am intending to work this all out towards marriage.

So if that is not the problem, what is? What has been bugging me? What kept me from blogging at all?

The reason is probably still the same as before - I want to move on, but I can't seem to find a place to move to. Am I stuck at where I am while the people around me move on ahead? I feel as if my feet are caught in quicksand and I can't escape - whether by grabbing on to something - or even someone. Despite this, I still try to grab on to whatever my hands can reach.

So, seriously now. Can I just move on someplace else? I don't want to stay where I am now.